It has been a hot minute since I last wrote. But it's pretty amazing that I've been keeping a journal/blog since I was 7. Cheers to sustaining something for so long!
Now that I've graduated from school, I realised I've sort of lost a form of structure in my life I mean the nature of my work is definitely more structured than a lot of other jobs out there. But what I mean is that, after graduating, I don't seem to have a very solid and certain plan for the next few years, let alone this year. Back in school there was always the next semester to provide as an excuse to not think about the "future" ie post grad life. Now that post grad life is here and I'm actually living/relishing in it, I really haven't been enriching it in ways that I would like to.
So after a really hectic weekend and after swearing off from nights out and excessive consumption of alcohol- (god damn it rachel you are 22 please get your shit together), at 1am on my bed last night regretting everything, I deliriously typed out a note on m phone. It goes a bit like this:
(Insert pic here because my phone can't seem to upload it)
I mean everyone literally says your twenties will pass by in a blink of an eye and why the fuck would I want to spend my youth being depressed and anxious and lost!! Yknow, I've had enough of that shit the last few years cheers.
Let's see how this goes huehue
