wow okay, so I'm back here again - writing.. or at least attempting to.
It's been a while since I've written out my thoughts and emotions. Is this how it is when you grow older? You tend to lose a bit of touch with your emotions because you just simply go through the day zooming by things to check off your to-do list, and by the time you get to properly process (or attempt to) your thoughts/emotions, you're already on your bed halfway falling asleep.
My family tends to think otherwise though - they all agree that I cry too easily.
The last time I cried:
1. 10 minutes ago. I was watching About Time and parent-child relationship movies get me to no end.
2. Last Sunday night. On the plane. I was sick and had the air pressure fuck up my ears and head. It felt like death and I was in so much pain I couldn't stop crying.
Yeah ok! I get that I might get triggered easily by these things but I meant like sitting down with a lot of my emotions and actually working through them hasn't been an easy journey for me. I feel like as I get older it's harder for me to do exactly that. I don't know if it's because I've just been comfortable and ignorant with how my mind seems to function and how it's wired or if i'm just reluctant to just dig so deep anymore.
