Everyone's leaving.
Soon enough it's going to be my time to say goodbye.

these nasty thoughts are getting the best of me every night.

best. cny. snack. ever. that's all i've got to say about this video.
ATTN: lavelle sasha glenda nicole jamie jodie cheryl hazel pamela low aralin y'all are kinda mentioned in the video in the later part when i was being a complete retard. ok here's one for you guys.

The thing about parents is that they don't listen.
Especially when you need them to listen to something important, they either don't give a shit or they cut you off and interrupt you with their "No that's so wrong, are you stupid? do xxxxx because it's right I've been through this I know this and you don't." kind of shit.

And me being barely 16, can't make damn decisions for myself. I hate not being able to see into the future sometimes. Wish I knew what to do.

It's been a good week. Heading out with my best friend later on in the day (since it's already 2:38am), we're onto another adventure. I'm guessing it's gonna be quite exciting!! I've missed her for far too long.




Side note: I really wonder who actually reads this space.

Sonnet 60

Like as the waves make towards the pebbled shore,
So do our minutes hasten to their end.

- Shakespeare

What more could I ask for?
Happy Chinese New Year you guys, hope you're having a blast.

words meet heartbeats

This week has been pretty cool. I mean, I met one of the people that made the biggest impact in my entire life, rocked out to his concert with my best friend, first in line for meet and greet, talked about music and his future at the airport.... What more could I ask for?

I guess I'm welcoming withdrawals with wide arms this time around. This experience tops All Time Low's, only because I got to meet and talk to AJ Rafael and his band and it made this whole thing that much special.
Okay, maybe All Time Low and this one might be on par if we talk about concert wise experience.
Rocking out wise, obviously ATL because of their music.

Yes I used my fisheye. Here's 2 rolls that I got developed. Yes, one was taken quite long ago, during block periods and the time right after o levels. Good times.

NEW FILM:















OLD FILM:













More photos on facebook!

A life lived with love, is a life lived.

Typical drama sappy romance shizz.
It never fails to get me every single time.

Now, why can't I have that special movie moment?
coughbecauseimalosercough

Alrightttt kiddos back to reality.

It's either PMS week or my emotions are getting harder to handle this week. I've been crying a lot, I don't even know why. Have been angry at myself, at my mum, at my parents, and then getting angry at myself again for getting pissed with my parents..... it's a vicious cycle.

I've been squandering all my earnings away............... I need to stop spending so much money. And I also need to get back "in shape", if i was actually in any "shape" before. Basically, I just need to start exercising again, because recently i've been having dreams of myself having a treadmill in my house?! I'm obviously going mad.

And also, this week, i've come to realise (yes, yet again) that friends are very important. They keep you company, they go through thick and thin with you. So thank you to all my friends that has been there for me since the beginning, and all the friends that has tolerated all my shitty attitude, and other crappy things about me. I love you guys.

Alright, it's late now, good night kids.

This week has been pretty crazy but i'm glad i'm halfway through it. :)
Got back o level results and I guess I could say it was average and I could have done better in some subjects. But like what they always say..... don't let a piece of paper run your life!
(but it actually does)

The school system is disgusting, you know? They give you a set of questions and then you do it, then they grade you according to it then the society sees your results and labels you as "Smart" or "Stupid". "Able to make it in life" or "Failure in life". Can't stand another thought of how grossed out I am about it. But I guess smart, hardworking people do deserve some recognition for the amount of hard work they put in.

Recently i've been rather envious on people that score well, have relatively good looks and can still balance a social life. All rounders, hello? they ruin people's life. Like mine. It's horrible that some thoughts like these could just make me want to disappear and feel so unwanted in so many ways.

Feeling quite empty and aimless. Undecided and lost. I guess you could put it that way.
Oh and numb, too. I wish I meant something. Everyone feels this way sometimes, right? I hope it's normal and this feeling would just go away.

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lifeless post.

I have no life and i keep thinking too much lately.

Teenage Dirtbag

Happy 2012 everyone!!
Here's to another year of everything magical and wonderful.

Spent New Years at Zhen's place in Sentosa cove with a bunch of lovely friends and we watched fireworks and sang and dance and group hugged to usher in the new year. :) It was really a night well spent.

The past few days were quite eventful as well, had the awfully chocolate christmas party, hanging out with filz cheryl and jodie for lunch and dinner afterwards..... getting red extensions just for fun. So badass.

Here's a picture of my badass hair.

yup. That badass costed me $5.
Anyway, I hope everyone enjoyed their holidays! Because O level results are coming out soon..... NoOOoOooOOO

On a lighter note, can't wait for the photos from new years eve to come out. See ya later! Gotta go for a party later on.