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Sorry I've been neglecting this space recently. It's either I'm too lazy to type something in here or there really isn't anything much to update everyone about.

Just ended BAOC and of course, just like any other camps, it was awkward on the first day but hard to say goodbye on the last day. Experiencing 2 orientation camps in Ngee Ann has really made me feel so welcomed here, like I belong somewhere. And I think i've already mentioned that. The people here are amazing, the year 1s and the year 2s/3s.

At the same time, every day when I finish orientation, I always question myself if leaving was the right decision and I always seem to tell myself I love it here, I don't want to go. So I want to thank my dad, for always reminding me of the big picture. Sacrifice. Thank you for teaching the meaning of sacrifice, and teaching me how to treasure people around me before it's too late.

Always look at the big picture. 5 years down the road, will I be where I want to be if I stayed here? So I think i found the solution to whenever I feel like crap about leaving. 5 years in singapore: still in y2 university. 5 years in Australia: with a degree. Whatever keeps me motivated, that's all that matters.

On a lighter note, I'm really excited for school to start next week. I can't believe i'm actually typing that. Being on vacation for 6 months really does mess you up. Your body clock, your brain turns into mush and you suddenly can't remember how to count, your stamina, your motivation to study all used up for Os. Looked through and printed out the lecture and tutorial notes for all the subjects i'm taking and it's starting to look scary I must say. The topics seem slightly foreign and the projects just make me sick thinking about the fact that i have to leave my group halfway. I still haven't found a solution to group projects yet though. Maybe I should just approach my teacher on the first few lessons and tell him my situation and shit. I don't even know. I guess i'll take it as it comes.

In the mean while, I'll just stick to whatever this is right now.
Damn why do I always keep blogging about the same shit. Sorry guys, I'm really boring.