I'm just getting so sick of this routine I've really forgotten what it was like being 12, 15, 16 even.
I don't recall. Everything felt like it happened so long ago, almost as if it happened a lifetime ago.
Anyway, the past week felt like a chore to go through, waking up at 7 every day and getting to the library at 8:30 am and just pumping revision until 6pm, then heading back for a short dinner break and booking the seminar room and pumping more revision till 12 midnight.
I'm glad I wasn't as burnt out as I was last sem, but its still so sickening and disgusting to live through swotvac aka study week. It's as painful as it was last semester.
Except this time there's so much more at stake if I screw anything up. It's so scary and I'm so, so, afraid.
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