bellend.

it is only normal to crave physical intimacy and to want someone so badly despite having little to no emotional attachment. you do not put your self-worth in anyone else's hands. not through the empty messages exchanged, the quick kisses underneath flashing lights and loud music, the silence the next morning, and the urge to double text. it's always the push and pull. my father told me to never make myself look cheap. i might have given it away too much but i don't see myself anywhere else but here. perhaps i ran out of the capacity to feel anything more than the bare minimum. i lose interest fast, find faults in people and i get picky. it's funny. i hate wanting someone like this, despite reciprocating this twice, i still hate being hung up on this. it's not like anything is going to come out of this good though. you use me the same way I do to you. so i'm letting it go now.