I don't bother trying anymore. Just let it consume you, let you drown, run away.
That's all I'm good at. Running away.
I cannot stop thinking, wishing and hoping that what i'm feeling now is all a dream.
This is bullshit. I'm so incoherent right now I don't even know what I am talking about.
Every night I think about you and her. How happy you two seem. I gave up on us, I left us first. But now I'm the one still hung up and still going back to where we were, while you go out and have your own fun. All this while, I thought I was the one that left you. But in true fact, you left me.
It always ends up like this. I leave. Well, I thought I left. But then they end up leaving me. One by fucking one.
PS. And who says you have to be attached to enjoy the christmas lights down orchard road? I'm single and I'm still gonna soak up every single christmas-y feeling exploding out from Orchard. So suck it, love birds.
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