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My mind's been everywhere these few days. I tend to keep forgetting things and only remembering them when I crawl into bed at night. That isn't fun at all. And it's always things that I worry about.

Will I fit in what if it's too cold what if i get distracted can i actually do well enough are the people there nice what if they all hate me should i cut my hair should i change myself can i be different can i actually mean something to someone.

Well obviously that's more of the self-centered thoughts on my side.....
Every night before i sleep i make a list of things i need to pack, need to bring, need to buy before leaving and I always tell myself to get it on paper the next day but it never ever happens and that pisses me off. Procrastination, i hate you. Mental lists/notes suck big time. There's quite a few in my head already and I'm afraid i'll forget.

There's so many issues that seems to be overcrowding my mind at night. Damn it.
I guess i'll just have to take them down one at a time. And when it's over, i'll be okay.
I will be okay.