Sunday, September 1, 2013


Absolutely despise people who like to glorify their own problems and indulge in it, making it seem like its a bloody sob story and everyone should show their bloody concern and tender loving care. There's a million and one things to be bothered about and being so self obsessed and expecting people to give a shit when you amplify what seems to be a small bump in the road is just disgusting and shameless.

You're not depressed if you announce, or subtly even hint to people claiming that you are. You are not self harming because you feel that's the only release you feel that you can take and deserve when you boast about your cuts to everyone. You are not going to get any concern from anyone when you blatantly announce that drinking and clubbing is the solution to every single god damned problem you have and this is only coming out because of one small bump in life, one tiny small bump where you barely got your heart broken.

It's sick and disgusting for someone to do that because damn it, there are people who went through or are going through real things and issues with themselves and they don't ever proclaim and do things the way these people do it that want nothing but attention for themselves. Because when you're depressed and sinking, when you self harm because you feel that's everything that you deserve and nothing is lower than that and it sickens you to the bone- you don't tell anyone let alone glorify these things because you know you deserve this and you don't need anyone's pity and concern because there is nothing to be sad about because this is what it is and you're alone on it.

So please, for the people who seem to love glorifying and showing off their neatly cut wrists, thighs, stomachs whatever, and self proclaiming that they have so called depression just because they can't get over certain people in their lives- at this point, there isn't really anyone that you should get over except yourselves.


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