Sometimes I really wish I could effortlessly calculate the seemingly endless string of equations they give us in QM tutorials like some of my friends can. Or wish that I could immediately grasp the concept of asset fixtures and placing the right figures into the right ledger accounts so easily like some of my classmates- rather than spending 3 hours on a sunday night wrecking my brains doing it when my classmates come to class totally unprepared but still manages to answer all the questions right.
It's hard. People always say its hard here but they always end up scoring distinctions and its something that really puts me off because IT'S HARD. Excruciatingly hard for me, because every single day I'm finding it such a chore to wake up and face the same shit over and over again. It's tiring to even live through the week and I can't think of what's going to come at me the next week because there's too many assignments due back to back and too much shit clogging up my brain to last me through one week.
My energy is running out and I wonder where my passion went. Did I even have any to begin with?
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