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What's the use of having all these plans when I don't have enough capability to execute.

Planning, that's all. It's the only thing that I'm good at. When it comes to the execution, I fail, I stumble and I disappoint. 

One setback. My dad was right. I handle rejection and failures so badly as though its the end of the world. It's true. Every time I screw up, I think non stop about the things I could have done to prevent it from happening and reasons why my mistake occured. The amount of people I disappoint, the amount of money I wasted, the damage caused to my parents....

lol Rachel no point crying over spilt milk. Should have tried harder. No point regretting, right? 

What's done is done. We all know now how shitty I am with my studies, and how I am one big fat disappointment that can't even get her first year first semester subjects in check. 

I really wonder what my dad would say when he finds out.