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Thank you. I love it how you completely erased me from your past- as if nothing actually happened, and it's amazing because since forever we've been set on the fact that we were nothing more than that. I love how we're in this state now, it's so funny because we used to be so sure that things wouldn't end up like this but hey we were so young and so bloody foolish. Even the best friendships end up broken sometimes and I guess we were no exception. I love it how we were not even considered "a thing of the past", and that we'll never ever talk about it, and our stories will be buried deep into the corner of our memories labelled "mistakes I never want to talk about". I love it how you used to tell me that I made you happy and how comfortable we were with each other but now we don't speak a single god damn word to one another. I don't exist in your stories and neither will you. That's great because what it was was nothing but lies, non existent feelings and a whole lot of bullshit. So thank you for making me feel so damn amazing today because I just absolutely love the feeling of being reminded about how insignificant I was and am and I fucking love it. Thank you. :-)

ps I hate the fact that I'm still blogging about this after so long.