You make yourself out to who you want to be with small decisions that you make every day. That's what changes you, most of the time. It's not those big ass gestures and plans that you make in order to turn your life around, though sometimes, that too sounds good.
But instead, it's the small plans you make. Small plans- in time to come, it'll work its magic. All we need is patience. I always tell people that patience is a virtue. It really is, but how often do we actually have the patience to do something? We always want the delivery now, never later. Guess patience is another thing I lack.
I suppose ending some things that were too toxic is a good thing. Ending something that didn't really have any proper beginning sucks, that I must confess. Mental note mental note mental note.
I'm glad.
Barely into 2013 and it feels as though everything that has happened is engulfing me into everything I don't want to be. But on a lighter note, I can feel myself coming out stronger after overcoming certain situations. I've also done many things I thought would just stay on my "Things To Do Before You Get Old" list forever. Proud to say I can strike some of those things off my list.
Still trying to keep up with the "What Are You Thankful For Today?" posts on my planner that Emily and I decided on back in Feb, to always, always remember to count your blessings. Being thankful for the small things is sometimes hard, so this will help remind me that when things get horrible and shitty, there's always something to be thankful for. So instead of being perpetually depressed 24/7, it's time to start being grateful for the small things that others have done for you.
Current update with life so far:
I am..... sleeping as late and I want and waking up to watch my korean drama. Yes. First korean drama I've watched ever since........ I was 11. It's been 7 years and it's still so addictive. *__*
Looking forward to flying over to sydney in 4 days' time!
Currently hungover thanks to the crazy drinking session last night at Tim's place. First time getting so drunk I couldn't remember any shit, first time puking my guts out after drinking. Well, that's 2 firsts. Never again, though.
Also, I've caved in and gotten THIS. So, ask away children. Be nice.

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