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My mind is crippling but my legs are refusing to give way. There's simply no time.
Someone once told me, it wasn't being lazy to do things. It was being fearful to do it. Too afraid to try.
Wish I was strong enough for myself but I can't even be bothered to fix anything within me right now. I'll just let it be and push them back at the back of my head while I continue to push forward. There's no way but up right now. To head back down is a road too dangerous because I risk everything. Even if my everything right now is barely anything, it's still something that keeps me going.

Breathe. In a months' time I'll be back in Singapore and away from this madness.