"My mind was desperate to remember everything because my head kept telling me to live in the moment, because when I come back in December, it might not be the same as it is now.
I can't hold you like you are mine anymore.
So we talking about the future very briefly, which included 'what if we fight?' 'you have to apologize first.' 'No. You have to talk to me!' 'We'll find a way to work things out. Plus, we never fight.'
We held hands on the escalator and cuddled like those annoying couples we usually scoff at for pda-ing on the escalators - I didn't care, it was our last night together. When we reached the top, we let go. Back to normal. It hurt, but I guess it was alright.
Maybe in a years' time I'll forget how this 2 weeks made me feel, heart racing, breathless and all that. Maybe I'll find another person that will leave me feeling more than this. Or maybe you'll meet someone that gives you everything that you deserve and more.
But at this moment, I'm taking things as it is and I guess I'm pretty okay with things now. Bad things have stopped haunting me that often and I'm okay. I will believe that."
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