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a lot of thoughts are mostly self inflicted and your mind usually sends itself into overdrive. If it’s not thinking about how much grey we were in, it’s about cutting you off completely and missing you. If it’s not replaying what happened those nights, it’s remembering what happened on our almost dates. after we spoke and you told me what you told me, it was relief at first. Then now I’m somehow doing this thing to convince myself otherwise. I’m still retreating even though I thought I’ve confronted my emotions. Is this supposed to be an every day challenge? It’s supposed to be easy. I don’t know why I feel like I’ve put my walls up and I don’t know how to talk to you anymore. How have we been communicating.