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I don't deserve this and I don't deserve you feeling like that.
It's time to move on and maybe leaving might seem like the right choice.

Went out with mah homegurls tonight for dinner and it felt like F O R E V E R since i saw them, but thinking back, it's only been about 6 days? Obviously I'm still not used to the fact that I don't see them every day and some of them started school already bla bla we're all moving along with life. I really hope we don't ever..........drift. It scares me sometimes. As cliche as it seems, I wish we could all last forever. These girls are priceless. Friends for keeps. I don't know how to describe all of them but i'm afraid when we go along, attending JC, poly, whatever, we'll soon not have time for each other to catch up and just call each other dickheads. And then soon we'll just be acquaintances. Merely facebook friends or twitter followers. It's so scary, you know?

These few days I see no joy or excitement in growing up. It's so hard to let go of some things.