I don't think I want to be those people to tell their friends that they're leaving a week before because i've been there and that feeling sucks. Feeling all forms of regret, not being able to handle goodbyes, not strong enough. I've actually considered it, leaving and not telling my friends. Like how some of them left. But I guess I'd rather put it out there and tell them i'm leaving, at least it would give them sufficient time for us to say our goodbyes and stuff.
The past few weeks when I was searching on accommodations, reading up on course structure and melbourne life... it didn't quite sink in that I was going. Until I got the call on Valentine's, "Hi there! Congratulations you got the acceptance offer the day after I sent in your application form! Must be due to your good O levels results they accepted you right away." I think I was supposed to feel excited, stoked, happy and all sorts of positive vibes.... but i didn't.
The only thing that went through my head was: Shit just got real.
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