I've figured there are better things to do than feeling like this. Wondering if what I feel is real, if any of this means anything at all. Boo. Better things that I am currently doing: Blasting happy jumpy songs aka Want U Back by Cher Lloyd, Honestly by Hot Chelle Rae (you get my drift), waiting for my clothes to be done from the dryer and hoping that they wont get those weird furry balls stuck to my darker clothings rather than thinking unwanted thoughts that would most probably keep me awake for the rest of the night, going to start watching mean girls instead of watching the notebook / a walk to remember / any sad sappy love movie because I don't need to feel any of that shit right now.
I don't need it.
My clothes need to smell good later if not I might need to shoot some people.
Or maybe I just need a hug.
Whatever.
Check out butterbrownsugar's new video. Sorry for crappy editing skills and my shitty face throughout the whole video. Basically for all those people who asked me to film a vlog when I reach Melbourne, there. I tried. It's not good but I tried.
fuck IM FEELING ALL SORTS OF CRAPPY RIGHT NOW GOHFJSKDFJNDHEGOWEKLRGETHJO ARGH FUCK WHATSAPP I DONT NEED THIS SHIT I JUST NEED MY BED MY FOOD AND MY GOD DAMN EDUCATION OKAY? I DON'T NEED FEELINGS I DON'T NEED IT I DON'T NEED SOMEONE LOL WHO NEEDS SOMEONE I HAVE MY FATHER MOTHER BROTHER FRIENDS THATS ALL I NEED THATS ALL I NEED
