So...... I haven't gotten around to filming anything interesting yet I am so sorry for the lack of updates.
If y'all don't know, i think recently I've just been updating my instagram quite frequently (more than twitter) so I guess you could follow me on there :)
@coolgirl_95 (it's the same for instagram and twitter)
School orientation is really shitty and boring, really miss FOC and all the NP orientation camps. Today we had a course information briefing and an introduction to the UniMel model and I got so freaked.
It's scary that next year I'm going to take my undergrad studies and then I have to think about what I want to major in, one major two major? Accounting and finance? Economics and finance?
But it's actually quite comforting to see the course outline for the 3 years bachelor of commerce having some sort of familiar topics.... (So NP homies, whatever you're learning now, is helpful)
In the first year, saw INTRO to micro and macro econs. Which is -_- I've been doing introductory economics for a while now.... I've forgotten all the other shit. Then there's OB IN YEAR TWO HAHAHAHAH seeing all my friends hating it now in their y1 in NP and I'm so not looking forward to that. And then there's all that math and calculus and finance shit.
I guess you could say that I get quite excited for what's in store for me in the coming 3-4 years. But right now I'm just really worried about that dumb 86 average I'm supposed / NEEDED to get in order for me to get into UniMel. it's scary because I have to take English (which consists of lit and drama), Mathematics 1, History of Ideas (A FUCKING LEVEL), Econs, Accounting and get at least a 75% for EAP (some other english shit) and I NEED to count math and english and History of Ideas in the 86 average so obviously I need to do well for math.
And anyone who knows me well enough would know that when I was in TK, attaining a 60 in amath was a bloody achievement for me and now I have to get a fricking 86??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!
Scary scary scary. I've sacrificed way too much, given up way too much to let this all go to waste now. I need to, have to, must get into UniMel and get that bachelor of commerce.
It's annoying because everyone's got someone to prove but all I know is that succeeding in... this is me proving to myself that I'm actually worth something. That's all.
