X: Cue materialistic, superficial and shallow post:

Warning: This post contains every inch of me that is superficial, disgusting, bratty, shallow, materialistic whining that I can ever muster at this point of time. And also, this might be one long ass post.

Anyway here comes the true blue bimbotic I-want-it-all rambling. At the same time, I know that I can't have it. So it's a whiny post. Stop reading if you can't take it. I can't either so I might never go through this again.

So screw you Trinity and all you rich indo/china kids that carry branded bags errday making me take notice and causing me to do research. Screw you tumblr where I see really pretty branded vintage bags making me go onto ebay and cry at the ridiculous prices when they actually have a seller. SCREW YOU INTERNET FOR BRINGING ME TO THESE SHOPS ONLINE WHERE I CAN SEE ALL THESE AMAZING WONDERFUL BAGS THAT I CAN NEVER OWN IN MY LIFE, SCREW YOU.

First off here's my babies that got fucking sold out. They are sold out every fucking where I spent 3 hours searching for these in black and I can never ever find them. They only have it in other crazy colours but yeah... Ok I will get my hands on these one day. Hopefully. When they come back in stock in my size, I shall pounce on this mothafacka.

Yeah well they're kind of a rip off idea from the Balenciaga cut out boots but... These still work out for me and honestly it's still quite a hefty price for these babies. But I see these and basically they can go with almost any outfits and make it look that much cooler. ARGH so much frustration.

2. Thanks to a stupid picture off tumblr, I fell in love with the vintage chanel backpack and guess what. Found it on ebay. Cost $2000++ SGD without counting in the shipping cost. Second hand. I died. There are a few different models and all of them, I love with all my heart. My heart literally sinks at the fact that I will never be able to hold them in my hands. Dramatic, yes I know. The only one I think that might still be in production would be the quilted backpack, the rest of the leather ones are all considered vintage already and second hand.

(Can we just take a moment to admire this ^^^^ *_____*)

Digressing a bit from bags and shit..... HAVE YOU SEEN CHANEL'S JEWELLERY?! okay I know I'm a bit late in all this.. because like I said I never actually keep up with collections and these brands and stuff so discovering their things make me very excited, and very much in love and at the same time very depressed because they are only for my eyes to see. ;____;

Basically every bloody pair of ear rings that chanel has = perfect. So pretty and poised and sophisticated. I'd like to show you more but I guess you could check it out yourself HERE.

3. So I've heard people rave ON and ON about Birkin bags and how CRAZY it is to get one. So insane that apparently, rich people with some/ a bit of status in Singapore still have to be placed on waiting lists and wait for 3-4 years to get ONE Birkin bag. And then I've heard of people that don't need to even be placed on waiting lists and are able to get as many Birkin bags as they want yada yada..... Never bothered to check the bags out because, why do I care right?!!??!

And then came tumblr... and the internet.... (I should really start unfollowing those pretty/vintage/expensive chic-dressing-fashion-thing tumblrs.)

The classics cost around 16,000 USD - 18,000 USD SECONDFUCKINGHAND/ Resold value, mind you. And the ones made with croc skin / ostrich leather are about 20,000 USD ++?? Never got why people were insane about the bag. Even until now, actually. But I've come to realise why people love them. Because. They. Are. So. Pretty.

(ostrich leather *_*)

hi Kimora can we share the bag pls :"(

(This Birkin burgundy - bordeaux porosus crocodile

estimated price: 1 mil pounds)

Oh the things you can never have......

The colours/textures of the different types of birkin are to die for. Each of them are so amazingly designed and put together. Sigh. Computer ogling is the furthest I'll ever get with this baby. Guess I'm okay with that. Unless I get crazy, insanely rich, then spending close to 50,000 SGD on one stupid bag might seem slightly okay with me. Ok the bag is not stupid. The price is.

4. Last branded bag rave, promise. I don't even know that many brands anyway, to be honest. Haha. Just stumbled across them on ebay and stuff. Also, I know I'm a little late on this but CELINE's 2011 Spring/summer collection is just.....nkjlfmngkjerrt I love every single one of the bags. And belts. omgah.

Well back to reality. These are the things I've been staring at so far and dying in front of the laptop for the past 2 hours. A girl can dream, right?

Since we're on the topic of unreachable materialistic goals and dreams. Here's some stuff that I wish I could buy/pull off and I think I would fail terribly at. So, the only thing I can do is just sit here sulking about the fact that I can't pull it off because I'm asian / (insert all physical dissatisfactions here).

Blah.