Repeat.

2009: 

1. I cried.

2. Wrote almost everything in my diary. Feelings, thoughts, emotions, bla bla. 

3. Ate non stop 

2010:

1. Cried.

2. Food.

3. Mope mope mope mope mope feel terrible mope mope mope.

2011:

1. Cry and cry and tried to cry everything out. I will forever remember sitting on the floor in my room, frantically dialling Nicole's number and bawling on the phone for 4 hours. I don't think I've cried for that long over someone before. So dumb.

2. Unhealthy habits. 

3. mope mope mope mope cry some more

4. Read old letters and messages.

And now?

2013: 

1. I can't cry anymore because I am a cold hearted bitch. (or i wish i was one) But really though I can't seem to bawl for 2-3 hours straight anymore. Does this mean I'm finally growing up!?!?! ha ha ha. 

2. Shortest mope time ever. But still the worst out of the bunch. 

3. Exercise and (trying) to be healthy because being active is scientifically proven to make one feel better. 

4. Surrounding myself with friends. A lot of friends. 

5. Reminding myself that sometimes I can mean something. 

6. Stop to take a look at the scenery and see how far you've come. 

7. I've learnt that if you repeat a lie enough times, it soon becomes the truth. So repeat I shall.