It's amazing how so many things can change within a year or two. I guess things like these at this age are meant to be short lived. There is no one to blame but yourself, Rachel.
I hate the fact that this left such a big impact on me but nothing on you. You really felt nothing? Did you really forget? Do you miss us? Because I do. From the start to before everything went downhill. We wrecked us even though we promised not to.
It's the same thing over and over again, it's getting boring. And useless. There's only a certain amount of shit people can take from you, and I'm reaching my level with almost everyone around me - including myself hahaha. It's like everyone seems to be pouring out their issues to me, and I guess it's the norm to go "ya omg I had this one time...." and share my problems with them as well, but what disappoints me is that I don't.
I wish I could, I really want to. But there's always something inside of me that just refuses to speak those words as though speaking it would engrave it even deeper in my mind.
Oh well. Whatever. Over this whole lot of shit. So over it.
Time check: 2:55 am. About time I sleep.
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