Daylight saving and jetlag can go screw themselves over I'm tired and I can't sleep. Bad debts and depreciation is frying out any remains of my pathetic brain and I can't seem to write the essay as well as I thought I could. Maybe we could all just blame it on the fact that it's 3:34 am and my nose is still fucked and I'm surrounded by piles of tissues and I feel like complete shit and no one can save me from all of this.... insignificant rubbish feelings and thoughts and emotions except myself.
Too many thoughts in my head again, need to stop. Trust trust trust trust, I need to trust. But they always say trust no one, right? Haha. Whatever. Scary how someone changes in whatever way. Guess I'll just have to get used to it.
Maybe this is just sleepy rambling but I'm really so fucking tired you don't even know oh my god. Can't seem to sleep this is just killing me. School starts in a bit I need my energy and I need to recover ASAP.
Someone needs to put my (non existent) brain to bed, pronto.
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