Tuesday, October 23, 2012

distance

So dangerous. Out of focus, lost touch, lost your minds lost everything. Cover it up with the delusional thoughts and beliefs and you'll soon realise that everything's a lie. Been so scared of everything, always lacking courage to do and say the things that ought to be said or done. Too many thoughts lately, too little fucks to give - selfish.

Never have these thoughts entered my mind, but ever since it did, I keep having nightmares. Every night. It's scary how I'm getting used to it when there's clearly a twister going on in my head and it takes so much of me to fall asleep believing that everything's okay when it's not. My insanity is getting the best of me. If there was any to begin with, haha. Keep away, keep away. It's better off to be left alone. Alone is what I deserve. Zip up. Sinking deep holes are back again. This spells trouble. Or comfort. No I-

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