It's 4:50am and I just woke from a terrible nightmare my stomach is churning and I'm feeling so anxious for no fricking reason. Perhaps its because of work, but at some point in my nightmare I dreamt about losing you again. Now all I want to do is call you up and hear you tell me things that I need to hear. I thought I could be okay with this but I don't know I dont fucking know why I'm writing this at 5 in the morning and I don't know why my thoughts always go back to you when I close my eyes and I don't know why I'm feeling so petrified of losing you even though you told me you're not going anywhere.
Fuck, maybe it's just the thought of work tomorrow that is messing me up.
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