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So this video came up and I've been wanting to watch it. Argh I realllllllllly miss all my friends right now and everyone's hugs. Haven't hugged anyone lately, and this - this video just reminds me that I've always got my friends behind me no matter what circumstances, no matter how annoyed and frustrated i get over here. 

haha I kept smiling, I'm glad this was recorded. Laughed at the part where Jamie cried and I started to cry even more and then Ame started crying, it was the crying circle. Thought I'd only have that as a memory in my head but turns out it got recorded.

I also got to see things that I didn't manage to catch while I was busy being a mess that evening. Like how I can see Sasha mouthing "Love you" when I was hugging her, how I could see cheryl turn red and cry when we hugged and remembering what I told her. Looking at the background of the video where I see Josh walking around, TF01 people hanging behind, the poly homies sitting in a circle at the back.....

Thank you Jodie for filming this down, I'm really so grateful.

Thank you to all these crazy, fun, loving friends that I'm so blessed and lucky to have. Trust me, it gets lonely here sometimes and I swear no one gets my funny jokes and no one gets me like all of you do. I miss all of you guys, and I really can't wait to see you all again. When I say can't wait, I really mean I can't wait and I start planning out what to do for the 14 days I'm going to be home.

So tonight I'm just going to recall every single detail from this event and miss all my friends over and over and over again until I fall asleep.