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I remember on 5th sept 2011 I stayed up till 12 to send you a generic birthday text even though we haven't been texting ever since whatever happened between us. Played "When I get home, you're so dead" the whole night because those were the lyrics you wrote on your first letter to me, moped around the whole night, constantly staring at my phone, trying to play it cool, but still wanting to know how you are with things since we ended everything so abruptly. I remember writing everything I felt in my diary that night, even then I knew I was forgetting the small things I used to know about you already. Can't believe it's been a year since then and it's crazy how much things have changed. We don't even speak anymore, I don't know you anymore, we've made plenty of new friends that mean so much more to us now and we're basically almost insignificant in each other's lives. You were someone that I used to like, that I cried so hard over, that used to be the one I could tell things to, the one that we talked on the phone for hours and sometimes even fell asleep on the line. I guess I was just someone that you talked a lot to at that point of time and then when you found her you just moved on. I don't know why we stopped talking though, your defences went all the way up again and it was tiring trying to get to you on the second time. I told myself that I will not think of you anymore and I didn't.

Happy 17th, I hope everything is going well for you and thank you for the memories.