Sleepovers are always fun. We don't technically sleep but that's where all the fun happens. Pigging out on satays and fei fei wanton mee after midnight, watching countless of videos like a woman using her huge boobs to smash beer cans, etc etc. And then today we went to sentosa when the clouds are basically hogging up the sky, so our tanning plans didn't exactly go that well, but all is good. It was splendid.
Came home and ate some tau huey which was so amazing, but found out my brother got into trouble with my dad. This time I was completely left out of any sort of blaming, scolding or shouting and was just left as a bystander. Sometimes my brother tells me that I'm lucky I'm overseas so I don't have to tolerate any more of this type of nonsense, but at the same time the fact that I can't be there to protect him or change the way he feels towards certain things saddens me deeply. I feel like I chose to run away from all these responsibilities on purpose and now I can't blame my parents for doing that to him, and I can't blame him for doing that and getting himself into trouble. What a horrible older sister I am. Selfish, self-centered prick. Blergh.
My books are here, time to start reading and getting inspired.
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