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The weekend was really quite surprising, I must say. Slept the whole Saturday away and basically woke up feeling like shit, so the girls were really nice and suggested some dessert before studying the whole night away so that made me feel a lotttt better.

Sunday was pretty amazing, woke up and Isabel, Sherwynn and Jeanette decided on bringing me out for a pre birthday lunch which I totally did not expect at all and they actually invited chaewon and jasmine over as another surprise. To top it all off, we had a really cute ham waiter for the whole meal and he was really...... and thank you to all of them for paying for my meal. I was really touched and idk  I was just gushing a lot. That made my afternoon. And then for dinner chef Rachel was back with some good old fried rice which I over estimated and cooked way too much for wenyi and I to finish.

And then skyped Cheryl for a good 2 hours. It was truly so..... I don't even know how to put it. Heartwarming, nostalgic, enjoyable........ I have no idea how describe it. The amount of shit we went through the past 4 and a half years, no one can ever comprehend and it's nice to know that somehow through all of that we still just come back to each other even though i'm here in australia and she's over there in Singapore. :')


So the whole weekend i was trying to figure things out and no i have not come to any conclusion but i just need to stop being so god damn weak because it's seriously annoying the hell out of me that its so easy and simple for you to completely ignore this whole matter and it takes almost all of me to do what you do so effortlessly. lol evidently sleeping doesn't help anymore because i just wake up feeling even worse than I did so whatever eating isn't exactly the right decision because oh my god im getting so fat its unbearable so -inserts all physical dissatisfactions here- ew ew ew ew ew and so i must continue convincing myself things that i should have believed right from the start. I need to stop being so ignorant.

maths practice test tomorrow, let's all hope i ace this because my accounting practice test results is really depressing.